There I said it.
I didn't want to admit to it because it seemed like such a girly thing to like. And you know what? It is! It is girly. And that's *okay*. Because I am a girl.
I pretend I am not a girl most of the time. I am not sure what I attempt to be when I am being "not a girl", but it certainly isn't based in reality.
I am so afraid of being needy that I have gone to the other extreme. I am aloof. I am above people. I don't need them. I can get along just fine without others.
That is a lie.
I do need people.
I do have emotions.
I am a girl.
God made me to be a woman. A warm, generous, loving, genuine woman.
I need to embrace that and give thanks to Him who created me.